3 Things Vital to Walking by the Spirit

In my last post I raised the question, “What does it mean to walk by the Spirit?

Psalm 1:1-2 gives us a good picture of what walking in the Spirit is, because God blesses the one who loves and delights in God’s Word, and whose thoughts are not far from it, day or night and who is not living in the same way as the “wicked,” “sinners,” and “scoffers” around her.

Love

I also affirmed that love of God, indicated by love for his Word (Psalm 1:2), is the crux of our walk by the Spirit. Furthermore, to love God is to love his Son, Jesus Christ, who said, “Whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me. The one who loves me will be loved by my Father … Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching” (John 14:21, 23). Here we see the circle of love completed. This is the love that undergirds our walking by the Spirit.

Humility

In our self-centered culture, where we all tend to want our own way, doing only what “I” want to do and resisting the concept that we are accountable to others, we have to remember obedience and submission are not bad words, especially in relation to the authority of God’s Word. They are requisite to walking in the Spirit. A humble spirit is a requirement for submitting to God. God’s blessing of favor is on the meek, the humble, the teachable person (Matthew 5:5). The teachable one learns from Jesus’ teachings and obeys them. Humility is a most vital step toward walking in the Spirit.

We struggle within ourselves to be that humble and teachable person. Jesus knew we would need help to understand and do his words, even when we are his children, so he sent the Holy Spirit to live in and be with his followers after he ascended to the Father following his death and resurrection. He said, 15 “If you love me, keep my commands. 16 And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever— 17 the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you 26 But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. (John 14:15-17, 26 emphases added). Learning through the Spirit what Jesus taught is another vital step in walking by the Spirit.

God’s Spirit living in us teaches us God’s words. He makes sense of the Word of God (see 1 Cor. 2:7-13). To live by the Spirit of God means to live in loving obedience to the teachings of God. Obedience to God is born of and nourished by the love of God flowing into and through us, enabling the circle of love to be completed in us.

Obedience

If obedience to God’s Word is crucial to walking in the Spirit, what has He said that we should obey? It is on us to find out. And I think we all know where to start; we read our Bibles to learn who God is, what he is like, how he has dealt with humankind since he created us, and what he has told us about how to live in the world. Among other things, we learn the lengths to which he has gone to redeem us (John 3:16; 17:3). This alone should humble us to listen to him and do what he says!

You can see, then, why daily Bible reading and meditating on (thinking deeply about) God’s word is so vital. Remember Psalm 1:2. Be someone whose delight is in the law/Word of the Lord, and who meditates on his Word day and night. Make the most of the opportunity to read and study the Bible. Not everyone in the world has that privilege and we should not take it for granted.

Personal Bible reading and study, combined with taking time to research and prayerfully meditate (think) on the scriptures is likely one of the most powerful and deeply affecting ways to learn what God has told us, since we ourselves put forth the effort of learning from the Word and listening to the Spirit of God teach us.

God has also given Spirit-gifted teachers and others to the church, so listening to speakers, reading books and articles by these men and women of God is a good way to enhance our study of the Scriptures. But remember, everything we hear and read must be put to the test of the Word of God. That is, God’s Word is the standard by which all of men’s words and ideas are examined and we hold tight to what is in line with God’s Word (1 Thessalonians 5:19-21).

In the past few years, I have begun to study the scriptures in a way that opens me up to having those “ah-ha” moments more frequently, as my mind (and the Spirit of God) puts the “two and two” of his truth together for me. When I show up to learn from the Word, the Spirit shows up to teach.

We’ll talk more about that in the next post, on our journey to understand what walking by the Spirit is all about.


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Walk This Way

If you’ve been in the church for any length of time, as I have growing up hearing sermons and Bible teaching all my life, you get familiar with lots of biblical phrases that, though you may have a vague understanding of their meaning, perhaps have never had them well defined in your mind. Yet we can read and use these phrases without thinking deeply about what they mean. A few years ago, I began contemplating more deeply the meaning of “walk by the Spirit.”

What in the world does it mean to “walk by the Spirit”? What does it look like when I do walk by the Spirit?

In scripture, the word “Walk” is often used to indicate our lifestyle, the way we live our lives. For example, read this familiar psalm: “Blessed is the one who does not walk in step with the wicked or stand in the way that sinners take or sit in the company of mockers” (Psalm 1:1 NIV, emphasis added). It is clear that words of everyday activity—walk, stand, sit—things most of us do every day, are used to depict spiritual activities as well as physical realities.

The word Walk is often used interchangeably with Live; so then, to say “walk by the Spirit” is the same as saying “live by the Spirit.” So, what is walking or living by the Spirit?

Psalm 1 verse 1 tells us what we should not do and verse 2 gives us a pretty obvious clue of what we should do, a straight-out statement, in fact, as to our responsibility in walking by or in the Spirit. Not only are we not living like those around us (v.1), but we are one of those “whose delight is in the law of the Lord, and who meditates on his law day and night.”

This love of the Word of God undergirds our life-walk, our lifestyle in the Spirit. And of course, love of the word of God both flows from and results in love of the God who spoke those words. This is the crux of the matter of our lifestyle: love of God.

36 “‘Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?’”

37 “Jesus replied: ‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ 38 This is the first and greatest commandment. 39 And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself’.”

If we focused on those two commands, especially loving God with all we are, we’d be walking in the Spirit. To help us in our endeavor to walk in the Spirit, there are things we can do to cooperate with God’s Spirit as he seeks to teach and help us.


More thoughts on that in the next blog post. In the meantime, we could spend some time thinking about being someone who delights in and meditates on God’s Word—where would that lead us? And what it means to keep Jesus’ commands, especially the greatest commands: loving God above all else and loving others.

Where would that lead us?

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Greater Things and Greater Works

Jesus answered him [Nathanael], “Because I said to you, ‘I saw you under the fig tree,’ do you believe? You will see greater things than these.” 51 And he said to him, “Truly, truly, I say to you, you will see heaven opened, and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man.” (John 1:50-51 ESV)


I’ve been writing about Nathanael’s experience of coming to believe Jesus was the Messiah. It appears he did so based on the fact that Jesus revealed he had seen him under the fig tree, an occurrence that evidently Nathanael knew couldn’t have happened unless God revealed it. Jesus said to Nathanael that he would see greater things than that, as the verses above attest.

In my last blog I talked a little about the “greater things” Jesus alluded to and those mysterious angels, God’s spirit-servants who play a part in God’s will being done on earth.  Hebrews 1:14 teaches us that angels assist us, we who trust Christ for our salvation, who also have a part in doing God’s will “on earth as it is in heaven” (Matthew 6:10).

Jesus’ words about greater things in John chapter 1 makes me think of what he said about greater works in John chapter 14.

“Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes in me will also do the works that I do; and greater works than these will he do, because I am going to the Father.” (John 14:12 ESV emphasis added)


Could these greater things and greater works Jesus spoke of be related? Perhaps in the first instance, you will see greater things, Nathanael and the other disciples are simply observers of spiritual realities as they watch Jesus perform miracles, cast out demons, and heal the sick. As amazing as that is there is more, apparently. For in the second instance, you will do what I do and greater works than these, Nathanael, the other disciples, and even we as Jesus’ current day followers, become more than observers; we enter into the realm of initiators and participants in the spiritual realities of Jesus’ work on earth.

If this were a psalm, I’d insert “Selah” right here. Let’s Pause and think about this.


Because Jesus went back to the Father in heaven, we his followers, the church, will be carrying on his work on earth. We become participants in the greater things being done and observed by others by doing the greater works of Jesus. In these works, we willingly serve with all our heart and soul and strength.

But we do not depend on ourselves alone.

Jesus promised, “I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you” and “If you love me, you will keep my commandments. 16 And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Helper, to be with you forever, 17 even the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him nor knows him. You know him, for he dwells with you and will be in you” (John 14:18, 15-17).

Never alone, not on our own. How then do we do God’s will, those greater works? “Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the Lord of hosts” (Zechariah 4:6b). The Holy Spirit of God lives in us to do the will of God, through the church, Christ’s body on earth.

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The Spirit is our Helper in this life as we seek to live for God’s glory, carrying out his will on earth. And remember, we are not the only servants of God; there is a world of spirit activity swirling around us, from earth to heaven and heaven to earth. Unseen but very real angelic spirit-beings serve God with us (Hebrews 1:4, 14); they in spirit, we in spirit as well as flesh and blood bodies doing God’s bidding in this world.

By what means do we do the will of God, those greater works he talked about?  “Whatever you ask in my name, this I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son” (John 14:13). We ask in prayer according to the known will of God and Jesus, through his Spirit in us, does the work in and through us, his church.

Doing God’s will on earth begins and is sustained with prayer and the Word of God.

Would Nathanael have grasped what Jesus said to him (“Before Phillip called you, I saw you under the fig tree”) if he hadn’t been spending time communing with God under his “fig tree,” his prayer closet, his Beth-el? Would he have understood Jesus’ reference to “Jacob’s ladder” if he hadn’t been familiar with the Scriptures (Genesis 28:11-19)?

“You will see greater things than these … you will see the heavens opened and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man” (John 1: 50, 51). Jesus only reveals such truths to those who are listening, to those who have “ears to hear” and obey.

Nathanael was intimately acquainted with heavenly ladders, angels’ activities, and God speaking to His children, because he studied God’s Word and communed with his Lord. And he spent time with others of like mind. Though he may not have understood all the symbolism of ladders and angels’ work, he was yearning, leaning into God’s truths thus far revealed in Scripture, desiring to know more, desiring to know the God who stood at the top of the ladder, the God who spoke to his children.

And so should we be.

We should be making the space and time to commune with our God in prayer and study of his Word, keeping this in mind: The point of Bible study is to learn what God has said and then put it into practice. Jesus did not say the ones who hear his word are blessed. He said blessed are those who hear his words and put them into practice (Luke 11:28). Nathanael was among those of like mind who were blessed by God for he studied and paid attention to God’s Word, living it out, and when the Messiah stood in front of him, he was able to recognize him as his God and King, ready to serve with all his might.

When we pray, we do so according to what we know is God’s will, those things consistent with God’s character. We learn these things from studying his Word. When we pray asking the Father in Jesus’ name, in his authority, he will act to glorify the Father, doing those greater works through us, his body, his church.

And he may even use angels.

Fig Trees, Ladders, and Greater Things

The next day Jesus decided to go to Galilee. He found Philip and said to him, “Follow me. …45 Philip found Nathanael and said to him, “We have found him of whom Moses in the Law and also the prophets wrote, Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph.” 46 Nathanael said to him, “Can anything good come out of Nazareth?” Philip said to him, “Come and see.” 47 Jesus saw Nathanael coming toward him and said of him, “Behold, an Israelite indeed, in whom there is no deceit!” 48 Nathanael said to him, “How do you know me?” Jesus answered him, “Before Philip called you, when you were under the fig tree, I saw you.” 49 Nathanael answered him, “Rabbi, you are the Son of God! You are the King of Israel!” 50 Jesus answered him, “Because I said to you, ‘I saw you under the fig tree,’ do you believe? You will see greater things than these.” 51 And he said to him, “Truly, truly, I say to you, you will see heaven opened, and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man” (John 1:43-51 ESV).

Believing is Seeing

In my last post I talked about Nathanael’s encounter with Jesus, and how he at first was dubious about how anyone from Nazareth could be the Messiah of Israel, for goodness’ sake.

However, because Jesus told Nathanael he had seen him under the fig tree when there was no way Jesus could have done that without divine intervention, Nathanael believed Jesus was indeed the Messiah, the King of Israel that Nathanael had looked for with longing. Then the Lord told Nathanael he and the others would see greater things than these, things like angels going up and down on a ladder reaching to heaven called “the Son of Man,” who was the Way into God’s presence. It was Jacob’s dream at Beth-el come to life, Jesus’ words declaring himself the fulfillment of God’s promise to Abraham, Isaac, and finally to Jacob (Genesis 28:10-22).

Greater Things

The “greater things” Nathanael and the other disciples would see, according to Jesus, was a new realm of spiritual activity that they would become not only observers of but participants in, revolving around the person of Jesus Christ. Jesus himself became The Way to God. He is the “ladder” to heaven. God’s minister’s, his angels who serve him faithfully, though unseen and unrecognized by us, are always doing the will of God (Hebrews 1:4, 14). And we will be, or should be, too.

The appearance of angels can be found throughout the Old and New Testaments. I think because angels are so mysterious to us that though we give a nod of acknowledgement to them, we tend to skim over their activity spoken of in Scripture. Or on the opposite end of the spectrum, see angelic activity, good or bad, everywhere. We know very little about angels so we perhaps are wary of them.

 God has, however, given us all the information we need to know about angels, that they are “all ministering spirits, sent out to render service for the sake of those who will inherit salvation” (Hebrews 1:14). Angels do unquestioningly the will of God and in some way I do not fully understand, they assist us to also do the will of God, as they ascend and descend, from earth to heaven and back again, on the Son of Man.

Faith to Action

Someday we will all understand this angelic process when faith becomes sight. For now, we can find comfort and assurance that we are not alone in our quest to love and obey our Lord against all odds in this life.

But what is it we are to be doing in love and obedience to our Lord? We’ll consider that in the next blog post.

Meeting God in Fig Trees and Ladders

Several years ago I was ambling about in John chapter 1, contemplating Nathanael and his encounter with Jesus.[1] Nathanael was the epitome of the Missourian, “Show me!” He wasn’t about to believe that a guy from the godless town of Nazareth was the Messiah and said so, but Jesus dissipated Nathanael’s skepticism in a moment. Just a few words and Nathanael was nearly falling on his knees in awe of Jesus, ready to follow him anywhere. Something supernatural occurred and it was not wasted on Nathanael. He knew exactly what happened and his life was forever changed.

Jesus’ words to Nathanael, “Before Philip called you, when you were under the fig tree, I saw you” held a powerful secret. I believe Jesus’ “I saw you” held a depth of meaning for Nathanael and the fact that Jesus saw him “under the fig tree” clinched it for him.

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In a previous blog I likened the fig tree to Jacob’s rock pillow where in a night vision God appeared to him, standing at the top of a ladder which stood on the earth where Jacob was sleeping; the ladder reached up to heaven where God stood. God spoke to Jacob and conferred on him the promise He instituted with Abraham and passed on to Isaac, Jacob’s father. Jacob had the good sense to realize God had met with him there and called the place “The House of God,” Beth-el.[2]

A House Like No Other

This place, this Beth-el, held tremendous significance for Jacob and all his descendants. It was special in the heart and mind of Nathanael as well, who held the scriptures—the laws and promises of God—in high esteem. It is possible Nathanael sought out a private place where he could seek God’s face and listen for His voice and meet with Him. He may have found it under a certain fig tree, away from the eyes of all others; and in his mind he may have thought of it as his Beth-el, the House of God; his meeting place with God.

Perhaps it was because Nathanael knew there could only be One who knew about his fig tree/ house of God, that he was instantly convinced that Jesus was the Son of God when He revealed Nathanael’s secret, “…under the fig tree, I saw you.” Perhaps Nathanael had been fervently praying for the Messiah to come, and he knew in an instant Jesus was the answer to his prayer.

This is all conjecture on my part because the scriptures do not tell us the secrets of the fig tree. We are only told Jesus saw him there and Nathanael knew it was only possible by God’s power. But might not these thoughts come close?

Your House, Your Home

Do you have a place to which you resort to privately pour out your heart to the Lord? A place where you come aside to give vent to the yearnings of your soul? Where no one disturbs, for few know you go there? It is your private prayer closet. Your desert retreat. Your Beth-el.

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Would you be surprised to realize that what you thought was your longing for God drawing you away to your place of prayer, was really God’s longing for you, calling you to Himself? It was an epiphany for me to realize—after many years of telling others how at a certain point in my life God “met” me after I had been crying out to Him for months—that it was in reality God crying out and calling to me for years, His tears manifest in my own.

And my life has not been the same since that night. This was the beginning of my personal journey with Christ as His disciple.

Coming Home

I believe that the reality of the yearning within us for God is actually God calling to us to “come away” to be with Him and to follow Him. It is there in our Beth-el, in the deeps of our hearts that He can reveal Himself to us and lead us in His paths of righteousness, for His Name’s sake. There is where He can begin to show us the “greater things” he has in store for us to do who believe in Him. There is where we gain more intimate knowledge of Him, for He opens our eyes to see He is the One the angels “ascend and descend” upon. He is the Way. He is the Truth. He is the Life.

Nathanael knew Jesus was his Messiah because he was already acquainted with his God. He knew his God and recognized Him in Jesus.


The fig tree, our Beth-el, our place of deepening intimacy with God, is crucial to increasing our knowing and understanding the heart of God, learning from His Word and following His Way. Then we too will recognize Him when He reveals Himself, and we will say with Nathanael, “You are my God and my King,” ready to follow Him wherever He goes.


[1] John 1:45-51

[2] Genesis 28:1-5, 10-22

Everybody’s Talking About …

There seems to be more talk about Revival these days. But just what is a revival and how do these things work? What do we expect of them and how can we make them happen? I would guess that for as many people asked those questions, you’d get as many different answers. We all have our preconceived ideas. But what does revival really mean and how is it maintained?

My husband has done a study on the history of revivals and has created a study/workshop on Implementing the Essentials of Revival.[1]  Quite an eye-opening study. Although we can know and agree on some things about revivals, such as, they are preceded by concerted prayer (though concerted prayer doesn’t always lead to revival), we cannot know how or when the most important element will manifest: the Spirit of God.


As the Wind Blows

We cannot put God in a box. He moves as he wills.

My husband was born again in a revival in the early 70s (aka the Jesus People Movement) so I know revivals happen and am thankful for such outpourings of the Holy Spirit! But what about after things settle back down? How do we maintain our own personal “revival” spirit? Is it even possible?

The bulk of the New Testament was written to speak to problems in the early church and how we are supposed to live as believers in Jesus Christ. Each epistle, especially, is a call to the people of God to align themselves in obedience with God’s word, with Jesus’ teachings. Here, in scripture, is the “food” for our growth, our sanctification (process of becoming holy); it is the material the Spirit of God uses to teach us God’s will and way.

It would take pages for me to highlight some of the things we have already been given (taught) in God’s word about how to live a godly life in Christ. It’s all there in scripture. Many in the world today do not have God’s word but I trust you are taking advantage of the fact that you have the word of God to study and learn from as God teaches by his Spirit.

Realities of Revival

As I mentioned above, we all can agree prayer is a major part of getting our hearts tuned for revival. Another is increasing in the knowledge of God; his will and way, through seeking him in the Bible, being teachable and learning, putting the word of God into practice in our lives. These things prepare us in everyday life to receive the work of God’s Spirit.

Oswald Chambers pointed out a crucial aspect of maintaining our walk with the Lord when he said, “One thing God constantly requires of us is a oneness with Jesus Christ. After being set apart through sanctification, we should discipline our lives spiritually to maintain this intimate oneness. … all your striving to maintain that relationship by some particular method is completely unnecessary. All that is required is to live a natural life of absolute dependence on Jesus Christ. Never try to live your life with God in any other way than his way. And his way means absolute devotion to him. Showing no concern for the uncertainties that lie ahead is the secret of walking with Jesus.”[2]

Therefore I urge you, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living and holy sacrifice, acceptable to God, which is your spiritual service of worship. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what the will of God is, that which is good and acceptable and perfect (Romans 12:1-2).

“Let us also lay aside every encumbrance and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

For consider Him who has endured such hostility by sinners against Himself, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart (Hebrews 12:1-3).

Revival indeed.


[1] For more information on Essentials of Revival contact jacqueline@jacquelinegwallace.com

[2] Oswald Chambers, My Utmost for His Highest, March 9, Updated English, emphases added.

Goodness in the Midst of Bad

In the fall of 2012 Randy and I moved from West Virginia to California ending our hands-on ministry in McDowell County. We handed off the West Virginia work to others while we established ourselves and sought new avenues of ministry in California. I’m sure some people wondered why we left West Virginia for California. Well, in great part, winter weather (which WV has in abundance each year) was never my friend as one who has Myasthenia Gravis (severe muscle weakness) but after a traumatic injury, it became clear we needed to leave ice and snow behind us permanently.

I wrote a blog post about that traumatic event in 2010 and have reposted it here. It is another example of the goodness of God in the midst of bad. Don’t we all cry out for that in our times of trouble? Well, I’ve had a few of those times in my life and I’ve never been disappointed in God and his goodness. Read on.

Broken!

There’s no place like home. There’s no place like home. There’s no place like home. And I am triply thankful to be here after 2 weeks in hospital, for surgery and then rehab hospital. It was not a bad place, just not home. There is no place like home.

Just in case you wonder why I was in a hospital for surgery and then rehab, on Wednesday, December 1, I was walking down our sidewalk to the house when my femur snapped in half and I fell, thankfully onto the grass. When I tried moving my leg the bottom half didn’t move. It was definitely broken. I knew I couldn’t crawl up the hill and cement steps, nor down to the house. I knew Wendy was expecting me to bring the car around (the reason for going to the house was to get my keys) so we could do an errand for the ministry and would wonder why I was taking so long. Surely someone from the office just across the street, which I could see from my position lying on my side, would poke their head out the door and look for me …. I refused to let myself panic, hunkering as best I could against the wind whipping a few snowflakes around me. The ground was cold but not yet snow covered nor frozen. As long as I didn’t move, I didn’t hurt … yet.  I prayed God would send someone out of the office soon so I wouldn’t be there too long on the ground. I tried yelling, “HELP!” several times and waved my arm. Amazing that you must use hip and leg muscles for yelling. And how quickly one’s voice gets hoarse.

Though I was scared and cold, I knew this could be much worse. I could be alone here, no one in the office, no one expecting me at any moment. I thanked God that others would soon come looking for me, that the ground and weather was not yet full blown winter, that I had gloves on, that I had a hood on my jacket which I put under my head on the ground; for so many things. It could have been so much worse.

Rescued!

After what we estimate was about 30 minutes, Randy came out the door of the office onto the porch. Just then I yelled and waved my arm and he yelled to those inside to call 911. I was going to be ok. Deliverance was on the way.

Everyone from the office piled out and did whatever they could to assist. I was piled high with blankets and a heating pad to keep me warm. I had begun to get seriously cold just before Randy showed up. It took another 30-40 minutes for the ambulance to arrive and needless to say I have never experienced such pain as when I had to be moved onto a stretcher for the ride to the hospital, and subsequent moves from one pallet to another in hospital. It would be several hours before I received any pain meds. But I was thankful to be rescued, for that is certainly what it was. As I said, it could have been so much worse.


After an agonizing X-ray (my femur bone, in 2 pieces, was crisscrossed), it was determined I’d have surgery the next day. In mid-afternoon Thursday I went to surgery (in which a rod was inserted into my femur) and after a day or so transferred to the rehab hospital next door where I spent a week and a half.

Winter storms came rushing into our area with many inches of snow and single digit temps and even below zero windchill temps. Randy couldn’t even get out every day to come the 35 minutes to hospital to visit me. I was glad he was wise and stayed home in the worst of it, though I missed his company. Mountain roads can be treacherous. With this weather the prospect of getting me down through our yard into the house when I was released seemed daunting. It was of great concern to Randy. But God graciously let me be released on one of the only days we had calm weather, higher temperatures and sunshine. The roads were clear and with the help of 3 friends, who practically carried me in the little wheelchair I had, I got down the several steps in our yard and into the house with no incidents. Again, we are so thankful, so thankful.

Unknowns but No Doubts

I do not know why all this is occurring. The why’s belong to God. But I know beyond a doubt that God is good. I have simply yet pointedly prayed that God make something eternally valuable out of all this. Suffering of any kind should never be wasted. God doesn’t waste anything. He knows I am His, totally abandoned to Him; to live for, love and serve Him. May He work out His eternal, righteous purposes through this brokenness of my body.

I am doing rehab on my own at home so far. We do not yet know if there is a home health company which accepts our insurance which can provide in-home rehab. But I see my orthopedic surgeon this Thursday (23rd December) so please pray all is well, that I will mend properly with no problems, that I will have no blood clots or fat embolisms which can happen with a femur fracture.

Randy has been caring for me at home, fetching and doing everything for me that I am incapable of doing for myself yet, plus running the household: laundry, cooking, dishes, cleaning, etc.

Since our home has a step into our downstairs half bath and a flight of stairs to the only shower, and the yard is all incline and sidewalk steps, Randy has determined for my welfare and safety that as soon as I am ok’d to travel, I will be going back to California to live with our children for my recuperation. It will be a long road to complete recovery with incremental improvements, but by God’s grace I will improve every day.

Randy assures me he sees (my improvement) each day now. If you’ve been through anything like this, you know exactly what it is all about. (While in California, I had surgery to insert a rod into my left femur as it had the same damage the right femur had, with numerous fractures ready to break my bone.)

Thank you for your prayers for me. Please continue them and hold Randy up as he has the extra load of work and burden of concern for me.

Grateful to God for His mercies … and friends like you. May you know more deeply this year His goodness.

Today the Goodness of God Goes On

All those prayers have been answered! The goodness and nearness of God is our comfort and strength in hard times. And in all times. God is good.

First seen on Jacque’sjourney.blogspot.com. Reposted from December 2010 blog post.

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See What God Has Done

Thirteen years ago this month I was in the home stretch of my 18 month breast cancer treatment, living with my wonderful kids in Colton, California, loving my time with my sweet grandkids, but missing my husband who was back home in West Virginia. Throughout this 2009 blog post are sprinkled prayer requests, and as I read through it, I realized all of them have been answered. You cannot argue with what is real. See what God has done.


February 10, 2009, I wrote:

Thirty down, two to go! Radiation treatments, that is. I look like I have a bad sunburn (on the skin at the site of the radiation) but so far no peeling and very little soreness. All our prayers have been answered to this point and I am very grateful things have gone so well. I am trusting that the internal damage is also at a minimum as we have prayed. God has been good to me and I try to tell that to others, always giving Him the glory.

Friday, February 13, I go in again for another Herceptin infusion [this was one year from the beginning of my cancer treatment]. These last a few hours each session. I will be continuing with these Herceptin treatments every three weeks through the month of July 2009 [I didn’t continue these that long due to the heart damage I sustained; my oncologist called a halt to the Herceptin treatments early]. Then I will be officially done with cancer therapy, except for taking a pill (to suppress all estrogen production) for a total of 5 years. Both the Herceptin and estrogen suppression treatments give me extra protection against cancer recurrence. Not everyone tests positive for these particular receptors, but I did and therefore can benefit from these treatments.

So praise God with us and continue to pray for total healing from cancer, myasthenia gravis and any heart problems.

And now for other great news from the Wallace clan: Jeremy and Monica (our eldest son and wife) are expecting baby #3! We are all looking forward to his or her arrival sometime the end of next summer. Please pray for mommy’s and baby’s health and safety. [He, Jaime, is a strapping 13 year old now and the third of my three fine grandsons; I also have two beautiful granddaughters. Just a little grandma boasting. Jaime’s mommy is fine too, by the way.]

Randy is in Florida as I write, speaking in churches and colleges, recruiting interns and staff for Mustard Seeds and Mountains, promoting Mission as Life trips and the ministry in general. We are excited about the work God has put into our hands, co-laboring with God in McDowell County, West Virginia, yet touching the whole world.

How so, touching the whole world? Mustard Seeds and Mountains’ ministry to people who come and work with us, either on a Mission as Life trip or as an intern or longer term staff, is powerful to change lives because of the working of God’s spirit in all concerned. We at Mustard Seeds bathe everything we do in prayer … as you will hear Randy say, “Pray the work.” Since we are convinced this is God’s work, not the Randy and Jacque show, nor that of anyone else on staff, we look to Him for guidance and the power and provision to accomplish what we need to do.


And I want to encourage you to do the same, whatever God has put in your hands to do. Together we will build the kingdom of God, come what may. There are no superheroes in God’s kingdom, only servants of the Most High God, the Faithful One, to Whom we are called to be faithful. Got a higher calling? There is no higher calling!

I praise and thank God I have a reason to get up in the morning. His presence and faithful promises keep me going, even when I am tempted to feel sorry for myself. I miss my husband and will not see him for several months, and I get weepy at times. Yet I choose to praise God for all His benefits to me. He has been so good to me. Praise His holy Name.

Thanks for caring and letting me share my thoughts and needs with you. May Jesus Christ hold you together (Colossians 1:17).

Jacque


PS Today, February 11, 2022, 13 years later, I am going strong, literally. The myasthenia gravis (severe muscle weakness) has been suppressed and I’ve been stronger in the last 13 years than I had been for the previous 40 years. I’m healthy, my heart function is normal, and to date am still cancer free. I’m staying active, even writing blog posts again. And I’m still praising God for his goodness. That is one thing that won’t end.

This blog post first appeared on Jacque’sJourney.blogspot.com in February 2009.

Building a Wall of Prayer and Wielding the Sword of Action

I enjoy reading. I read books for improvement, for entertainment, and for relaxation. Years ago, I read the “Pendragon Cycle” by Stephen R. Lawhead, a series of four books based on the legend of King Arthur. Now, in case I’m about to lose you, hang in there. This is actually a very well-done story, and the author has several excellent spiritual truths woven into the story line. Let me tell you about one that I find both fascinating and instructive.

For generations the Britons had been fighting the invading barbarians and there was no peace. The Romans had come to Britain but now were gone, leaving the Brits to fend for themselves against the barbarians. It was an age of Darkness. Local kings had to raise warbands to defend their holdings and their people. They would set a High King over them who would join all the forces of the combined kings, the better to defend the country. They were a nation used to war and bloodshed, to mighty men of war.

In the third book of the series, “Arthur,” a battle is about to take place between hordes of barbarians holed up in an abandoned Roman fort, led by a traitorous British lord, and the warbands of Britain led by Arthur. His forces are woefully outnumbered by thousands of barbarians. Nonetheless Arthur and his warriors storm the high-sitting fort, its steep slopes strewn with thousands of large stones, a deadly way to have to do battle. The barbarians run down upon them, sheer numbers pushing the Britons back and allowing no advancement in the fight. Thousands are slaughtered but the Britons cannot take the wall of the fort. After the first day of battle Arthur’s men retreat to their camp to rest. Things are not going well, not at all.

The second day is the same. At noon they retreat to take a breather and the lords under Arthur meet with him to discuss strategy. Some want to lay siege to the fort and wait for more men. Arthur, as their leader and knowing better, is against it. Merlin approaches (in this retelling he is a former druid bard who is now a Christian, the Soul of Britain, their spiritual leader) and quietly says, “The hill is cursed. There is distress and calamity here. The slopes are treacherous with torment, and disaster reigns over all.” He goes on to recount the tragic history of treachery and betrayal and the battles fought there, and the spirit of evil which has been awakened by the treachery of the current traitorous lord leading the barbarians against his own countrymen.

The quieted lords, hanging on his words, ask what they are to do. Merlin answers, “This battle will not be won by stealth or might. It will not be won by bloodshed alone. The spirit abiding here will not be overthrown except by the power of God.”

The lords are thrown into a dither. They are used to fighting for their right, using force of physical strength to win their battles. The sword and bloodshed are what they are trained in. But trusting God? “What are we to do about that?” they cried.

“We must pray, Lords of Britain. We must erect a fortress of our own whose walls cannot be battered down or broken. A caer (fort) that cannot be conquered. A stronghold of prayer.”

Arthur heartily agrees to do this very thing. The next day before dawn, Merlin is seen climbing the hill of the fort and starts gathering rocks. Arthur goes to bring him back but ends up joining him in stacking stones. Other lords go up to stop what is going on and end up doing the same thing, and the warriors start flowing out to join them. A wall starts to take shape. When asked what they are doing, Arthur responds by lifting a stone over his head and calling to the men, “What do you see?” They call back “A stone!” “No!” Arthur shouts. “I tell you it is not a stone. It is something stronger than stone, and more enduring: it is a prayer!” He called them to look at all the stones on the steep hillside and see them as prayers. He was gathering the “prayers” to build a wall, a “stronghold to surround the enemy.”

This picture of prayer as a stronghold was given physical form as they built the wall which surrounded the whole hilltop fort.  Within those walls they fought the enemy. They were trapped within the shoulder high wall as much as the enemy they fought.

This story of Arthur and his warbands is a make-believe story, one which likely never actually happened. But the author has penned a powerful truth and painted for us a fascinating picture of life as a follower of Jesus Christ. Can you see it?

An enemy has taken what is not his. He is more powerful than we are. We cannot defeat him by our efforts, though we lay down our lives to the last man. As hard as we work, as much as we give, it will not win the battle. We will wear out and finally give out if something doesn’t change. In the story, Arthur understood it, Merlin voiced it and gave critical insight and pointed wisely to the only solution: trust in the power of God, not the arm of flesh.

Now, you and I know we need to trust God in what we attempt in this life. If we are followers of Jesus Christ we have been called into the fight, which is made up of many battles, to advance the Kingdom of God, the rule of God on earth in the lives of people. No one will be forced against their will to enter the Kingdom of God. But we have an enemy that is adept at deceit, schooled and powerful in lies and deception. This enemy has deluded and blinded humankind, leaving men in darkness. We followers of Jesus are carriers of the Light and as such we have the responsibility to let that Light of truth shine forth so that all may see, and seeing, have the opportunity to leave the darkness and enter the Light.

Prayer to God and reliance on Him must be our first line of defense and attack. Then we must act. Our prayers are meaningless if we are not laying ourselves on the line to act, to do the right things to accomplish God’s goals. To be part of the answer to our own prayers.

On the one hand, we cannot win without faith in God. On the other hand, neither will we win a single battle unless we act, in faith and reliance on and obedience to the living God! These are not mutually exclusive realities. They go hand in hand. Faith without works is dead! Works without faith are powerless!

We must build that wall of prayer, that “stronghold” of prayer surrounding the enemy. Then our “sword swinging” will be effective. We will gain the high fort walls and defeat the enemy. And that’s no Arthurian fantasy.

Where I live there is much spiritual darkness, “there is distress and calamity here. The slopes are treacherous with torment, and disaster reigns over all.” The evil spirits in areas here are awake and busy at work. Do you see it where you live? It is there, make no mistake.

We as believers in Jesus Christ must be busy building that wall, that stronghold of prayer against the enemy who occupies the high ground. We cannot do this alone. Fellow believers must join together in lifting those heavy “stones” of prayer to assist in building that wall around the enemy.

We should also be busy “wielding the sword” of battle against the enemy forces, though we are far outnumbered, and fenced in by that very wall of prayer we have built. Our volunteering work with various Christian organizations, our churches as they reach into their communities, doing good in a multitude of ways, sending and supporting those whom God has called to carry the gospel to the ends of the earth; these are the “swords” wielded in battle! These are the physical exertions necessary to carry out the commands of Jesus Christ to demonstrate the gospel in our world.  

Years ago, when we served God by serving the needy in West Virginia through Mustard Seeds and Mountains, Randy called me into his office to view a video just posted by a church group that had been there for a week doing home repair and Bible clubs. As I watched, I got choked up and began to cry. I was seeing the ministry of Mustard Seeds and Mountains through the eyes of the volunteers who are Mustard Seeds for that week, and I thanked God I was a part of it. Today, Randy and I serve with Mustard Seeds in different ways, predominantly teaching and training, and building a wall of prayer. And like we did in West Virginia, we are doing good things. We are doing the right things, wielding the sword of obedience and good works. I am so happy to be part of doing “something” for the Kingdom of God!

Let’s all encourage one another to keep on. Keep building that wall of prayer, keep wielding the sword … “to win for the Lamb the fruit of His suffering.”

This blog post was first seen on Jacque’s original blog, jacquesjourney.blogspot.com, published August 5, 2009. She now posts on Living with Hope and Purpose, the website of jacquelinegwallace.com. It is reposted here with minor edits and updates.

Photo of Fort by Chris Curry on Unsplash

Photo of Stone wall by Annie Spratt on Unsplash

One Week to Teach Us to Pray: The Bible Study

An Invitation to Study Prayer … and to Pray

For several months since the middle of June I’ve been posting about the Bible study Teach Us to Pray—the Practice of Prayer: learning to pray from the Lord’s prayer and teachings of Jesus. These posts were “teasers” to stir up curiosity and interest about the Bible study. Now we, the Teach Us to Pray Team, want to invite you to the Teach Us to Pray Zoom Bible study.

Why? Because wherever you are in your faith journey, there is always room to grow in the area of prayer. As a new believer, or a long-time Christian, we all know we should spend time in prayer but, honestly, we can lack the motivation, discipline, and habits necessary to make it a part of our daily routine.  

This study will answer questions like:
-How do I connect with God?    
-How can I achieve my desire to spend time in prayer when I struggle to make it a priority?
-How can I get over feeling lost in knowing what to pray for?   
And many more.

Through this online prayer study, we will use the Psalms and The Lord’s Prayer to:
-walk you through what it means to pray,
-give you practical steps to grow in prayer, and
-help you prepare your heart for time with God. 
You will also be encouraged by a community of other women practicing the discipline of prayer alongside you.

At the core of prayer is a relationship with God.

That is the first prerequisite.  So, even if you are not a believer yet, this is a great way to be introduced to what a relationship with God looks like. And as a believer in Jesus Christ, you will learn how to grow in that relationship with Him.*

Teach Us to Pray will begin on January 24, 2022 and meet for 10 weeks through Zoom.  You must have a computer capable of using Zoom, ideally with a video camera. A smart phone will also work with the Zoom app.

If you are interested in joining us, Click Here to Register for Teach Us to Pray. 

You may email jacqueline@jacquelinegwallace.com with any questions you may have.
 
We hope you will join us in jump-starting your prayer life!
 

 
Sincerely,
 
The Teach Us to Pray Team
 
 
P.S. You will receive two confirmation emails after Registering:
1) an email request to Confirm Your Subscription. Please confirm to be included in the Zoom Bible study.

2) If you do not see the second Confirmation email letter in your In box after 30 minutes, be sure to check your Spam/Junk folder.

3) You should also receive an email with a link for the free Bible study PDF download. Again, be sure to check your spam/trash box if you do not receive it. If you still do not receive it, email  jacqueline@jacquelinegwallace.com  
 
*The body of this letter was composed by Debbie Haupt, Teach Us to Pray Team member.

 
Photos by: First, Photo by Priscilla Du Preez on Unsplash;  second, Photo by Diana Simumpande on Unsplash